Yeah, I went home sick again. No, I am not skipping, and yes, I am in chronic pain! God, I thought that a leopleridon was about to tear open my stomach and was going to tell me where candy mountain is!! SERIOUSLY! I was this close to screaming on the top of my lungs in the middle of class. I thankfully did not, though. And if i did, people might have thought my pancreas was going to explode or think that I have officially fell off my rocker. I reeaaalllyyy hope this sort of pain dissapears by tommarrow, because I have gym and if i still have the pains, i might go home early again. I cannot bother my parents again.
Today I pretty much did nothing proactive at all, except for practicing my flute when I got home *you hear people gasping and 'WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!!'* I know, right?! I barely-ever practice my flute!! 1. Because I'm a lazy ass and 2. I dont really have the time or patience. I think i actually did pretty good for practiceing! ^^ But enough about my day, stuff about me is pretty boring.
I'm still working on the lists, if you have any ideas, please, share! ^^ Thankies
I actually got an idea for a story! Not a Fanfic or anything, and ACTUAL story. But guess what its about? Faries. There's barely any fairy stories out there, and when people make stories about them, their either preppy and girly so much that they're increaseing the o-zone layer, or they're so kiddy and childish like the faires group-thing with Tinkerbell in it (no offense to people who like it). So I am making my own story.
I'm sort-of thinking about a ghost story and vampires and werewolfs and all-that-jazz. [If you have not noticed, I am a paranormal/fantasy freak.] I am also working on (of course) a Fanfic for one of my favorite anime shows, you'll find out what it is in time. For now, I am just going to leave it at that.
Now...... FOUR MORE DAAAYYYYSSSS!!!!!
Okay, I really need to cool it. Even though its my first Anime Convention I have to be calm, focused and calm....... ahhhh fuck it. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Okay, enough of the excitementness.
Wow, its wayyyy past my shower time, and i think i still need to work on some stuff for school, so I'll leave for now. But before I go, I think I am going to add a music playlist to meh blog, yah kno, to spice it up a bit
Thank you for reading
TTFN
BLAC
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Monday, May 18, 2009
OMYFUCKINGAWSH!!!!
5 MORE DAYSSSSSSS!!!! *flips lid* I never been so excited in my life! I can't believe that I'm going!!!!! YESSSSSS! *does caramell* YEEEEEEEEEE!>w<
Though I feel awfull for being so happy. Some of my friends are unable to go and i feel guilty for being overjoyed and expressing my emotions about it. Plus it makes me feel sad. All my gurls can't come with meee!!!! *grabs them, ties them up and drags them with me to the Convention* I really want them to come too! It just wont be the same without them!!!!! *sobs and clongs to them*
Frwiends: O.o???? Freaky chick!!!
XD Yeah, meep moop mop.
Welly well well, you all know I am making my own "Rules", right? Like Gibbs rules thingy? Yeah, I have also been thinking about making a list: "THINGS I NEED TO DO BEFORE I DIE". Lovely, isn't it? Its basically a list of things i want/need to do before I become a pile of dust. The thought may be disturbing, but there's so many things that I need to go, places I need to see. And I want to put it down on paper. Well, blogness....ness....ness... *sees a vulture* Ooo Look! A birdy! *points and ways finger*
Now that I think about it, I should probably write a list on terrible ways to die too, and you can help me if you want! Just send me a message or something and I'll put it in the list! I need more insperation!!!!! *flails arms*
And I'm thinking of getting a quizilla account and posting some stories 'n' shit on it. Since its almost summer time, I have more time to write and get down with my imaginational self!
I also need a job, my mom keeps ratting on my ass to get one, but i seriously don't know what! Not to mention i want to have time to spend with friends, too. Plus, I am already working at a bible camp at church. I lve hanging out with kids!!! *snuggles kiddies*
Kids: O.O *shivers*
O.o? What?!
Anyway, I am also not sure if the whole family is going on the last-week-of-august trip, let alone where are we going. I hope Dad figures it out soon...
There's also this class about computer forensics (sp?) over the summer and it sounds interesting. I also need to go through drivers ed if I want to drive next year (my nerves are still on edge at the thought). I love cars, but only when they are PARKED. Actually, even parked cars scare me, since I can possibley walk into them instead of them hitting me....... *shivers* Seroiusly, I love cars; I like the designs and figuring out how things work; but at a certain distance. Stupid, I know, but I have been traumitized a couple of times in my life and CARS were some of the causes.
So, yeah, so much to do, so little time. But that doesn't stop me about gettin' pumped for the SUMMER! Gawsh, how I miss those beaches, waves, full night sleep....
Oh bleaguresis my mouth is salivating at the thought. I never wanted to get out of school so bad in my life. I love the teachers, and the work is easy, but seriously! THERES SO MUCH OF IT! And I'm sort of sick of the same-thing-day-in-and-day-out thing. It's so.... BORING! Begawshness, I actually fell asleep during class today! Fist time in history!!!! I need more excitement in my life dammit!!!! *bangs fist on the table* GOSH!
Seroiusly, one interesting day full of adventure, jam-packed with fighting scenes! Okay, I know I am asking for it, but common! I have had enough with this boring place!!! I just want to have a day I actually remeber and will never forget. A day where I can tell my kids to (if I ever have any, which right now, i dout it) or my friends and family. Im sick of my life being a soap-operah!!! I NEED ACTION!!! And a few bombs here and there XDDDD. Yeah, I am seriously asking for it, am I? Oh well, I wished for it. Blah Blah Blah.
Holy ass fuck i wrote a lot today! That makes me smile! I haven't been able to write a lot in so long, and it feels soooooo good! ^u^ Yaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Even though i want to keep typing, its time for my shower-time, so I must depart. Thank you for reading my blog, it makes me feel happy!! *huggles you* YAY! Now, time for me to stop being annoying to you peoples and leave you be!! Fare well!
TTFN
BLAC
Though I feel awfull for being so happy. Some of my friends are unable to go and i feel guilty for being overjoyed and expressing my emotions about it. Plus it makes me feel sad. All my gurls can't come with meee!!!! *grabs them, ties them up and drags them with me to the Convention* I really want them to come too! It just wont be the same without them!!!!! *sobs and clongs to them*
Frwiends: O.o???? Freaky chick!!!
XD Yeah, meep moop mop.
Welly well well, you all know I am making my own "Rules", right? Like Gibbs rules thingy? Yeah, I have also been thinking about making a list: "THINGS I NEED TO DO BEFORE I DIE". Lovely, isn't it? Its basically a list of things i want/need to do before I become a pile of dust. The thought may be disturbing, but there's so many things that I need to go, places I need to see. And I want to put it down on paper. Well, blogness....ness....ness... *sees a vulture* Ooo Look! A birdy! *points and ways finger*
Now that I think about it, I should probably write a list on terrible ways to die too, and you can help me if you want! Just send me a message or something and I'll put it in the list! I need more insperation!!!!! *flails arms*
And I'm thinking of getting a quizilla account and posting some stories 'n' shit on it. Since its almost summer time, I have more time to write and get down with my imaginational self!
I also need a job, my mom keeps ratting on my ass to get one, but i seriously don't know what! Not to mention i want to have time to spend with friends, too. Plus, I am already working at a bible camp at church. I lve hanging out with kids!!! *snuggles kiddies*
Kids: O.O *shivers*
O.o? What?!
Anyway, I am also not sure if the whole family is going on the last-week-of-august trip, let alone where are we going. I hope Dad figures it out soon...
There's also this class about computer forensics (sp?) over the summer and it sounds interesting. I also need to go through drivers ed if I want to drive next year (my nerves are still on edge at the thought). I love cars, but only when they are PARKED. Actually, even parked cars scare me, since I can possibley walk into them instead of them hitting me....... *shivers* Seroiusly, I love cars; I like the designs and figuring out how things work; but at a certain distance. Stupid, I know, but I have been traumitized a couple of times in my life and CARS were some of the causes.
So, yeah, so much to do, so little time. But that doesn't stop me about gettin' pumped for the SUMMER! Gawsh, how I miss those beaches, waves, full night sleep....
Oh bleaguresis my mouth is salivating at the thought. I never wanted to get out of school so bad in my life. I love the teachers, and the work is easy, but seriously! THERES SO MUCH OF IT! And I'm sort of sick of the same-thing-day-in-and-day-out thing. It's so.... BORING! Begawshness, I actually fell asleep during class today! Fist time in history!!!! I need more excitement in my life dammit!!!! *bangs fist on the table* GOSH!
Seroiusly, one interesting day full of adventure, jam-packed with fighting scenes! Okay, I know I am asking for it, but common! I have had enough with this boring place!!! I just want to have a day I actually remeber and will never forget. A day where I can tell my kids to (if I ever have any, which right now, i dout it) or my friends and family. Im sick of my life being a soap-operah!!! I NEED ACTION!!! And a few bombs here and there XDDDD. Yeah, I am seriously asking for it, am I? Oh well, I wished for it. Blah Blah Blah.
Holy ass fuck i wrote a lot today! That makes me smile! I haven't been able to write a lot in so long, and it feels soooooo good! ^u^ Yaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Even though i want to keep typing, its time for my shower-time, so I must depart. Thank you for reading my blog, it makes me feel happy!! *huggles you* YAY! Now, time for me to stop being annoying to you peoples and leave you be!! Fare well!
TTFN
BLAC
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Rules and Conventions
I've Officailly decided to ONLY post blogs on THIS SITE! >.< !!!! Nobody appreciates my way of speech *growls* GAWD! D:< *sigh* oh well! But DAMN them for deleting my post because it had ONE swear in it! GAWSHHH!!!!!! *attacks people* Gahh fuck it.
[Enough ranting and being snotty]
YAYYYYYYYYYY! SIX MORE DAYS!!! Anime Convention time!!!!! Ima gonna dress up as Lightkunnnn!!! and the day before I'm gonna dress up as Deidara at school. (well, sort of) I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!!!!!! I seriously am spazzing out BIG TIME! *flails arms and runs around in circles* WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *flaps arms and starts flying*
Sorry that this post is so short, I don't really have any life changing news today, but i really needed to update since i haven't been online in a while. ^^'
BUT BEFORE I GO;
I'm making a list of rules. Ya know, like Gibbs rules? Ya know Gibbs? From NCIS??? Blahhh, I don't feel like explaining.
Well, I'm making my own rules, about 100 of them ^^
So far I'm up to Sixty-somthin'-or-other.
And knowing me, I'm gonna probably finish in a month XDDDD oh well!!!
So, yeah, anyway I'll try to update again soon.
TTFN
BLAC
[Enough ranting and being snotty]
YAYYYYYYYYYY! SIX MORE DAYS!!! Anime Convention time!!!!! Ima gonna dress up as Lightkunnnn!!! and the day before I'm gonna dress up as Deidara at school. (well, sort of) I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!!!!!! I seriously am spazzing out BIG TIME! *flails arms and runs around in circles* WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *flaps arms and starts flying*
Sorry that this post is so short, I don't really have any life changing news today, but i really needed to update since i haven't been online in a while. ^^'
BUT BEFORE I GO;
I'm making a list of rules. Ya know, like Gibbs rules? Ya know Gibbs? From NCIS??? Blahhh, I don't feel like explaining.
Well, I'm making my own rules, about 100 of them ^^
So far I'm up to Sixty-somthin'-or-other.
And knowing me, I'm gonna probably finish in a month XDDDD oh well!!!
So, yeah, anyway I'll try to update again soon.
TTFN
BLAC
Thursday, May 14, 2009
My Pledge
I cannot breathe. My heart is failing. I feel like I am falling. The pain is consuming me like nothing you can imagine. Tears are burning my cheeks while running away from my fearful eyes. I cannot take this. This feels like death. This pain is going to the point where I feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing. Nothing but the darkness and the suffering pumping through my blood, slowly making its way towards my chest. Soon, ill be just what i am, i will be nothing.
I hate crying, but its hard for me to not let the moisture leak out of my eyes. I cant live without them. I WONT live without them. I love them s dearly, and i cant stand the fact that they might be taken away from me. I'M LOSING MY MIND.
I have gone to the point where i was emotionless. I cant take living and watching them suffering. I would do anything to take it away and let them be well again. To be honest, i would take their places. My life is worthless without them. Worthless.
If your thinking that I am going to commit suicide, no, I am not. I will not let them live alone while their in pain. I will do anything to make them happy and get them through this, i will! Nothing will stop me from taking care of them! I will protect them with my live. I will not just sit here and wait for them to be better. I will find a way to make them better even if it kills me. I barely care about my well being anymore. All i care about is theirs. I cant live without them.
I love them.
I oath to devote myself to help them and be at their service whenever needed. I will do any deeds they want me to do no matter how small or large. I will protect them with my live, their lives are more important to mine. I vow to keep them from harm and destroy the darkness that has begun to take them down. I will safe them.
No matter what.
Scarlet
I hate crying, but its hard for me to not let the moisture leak out of my eyes. I cant live without them. I WONT live without them. I love them s dearly, and i cant stand the fact that they might be taken away from me. I'M LOSING MY MIND.
I have gone to the point where i was emotionless. I cant take living and watching them suffering. I would do anything to take it away and let them be well again. To be honest, i would take their places. My life is worthless without them. Worthless.
If your thinking that I am going to commit suicide, no, I am not. I will not let them live alone while their in pain. I will do anything to make them happy and get them through this, i will! Nothing will stop me from taking care of them! I will protect them with my live. I will not just sit here and wait for them to be better. I will find a way to make them better even if it kills me. I barely care about my well being anymore. All i care about is theirs. I cant live without them.
I love them.
I oath to devote myself to help them and be at their service whenever needed. I will do any deeds they want me to do no matter how small or large. I will protect them with my live, their lives are more important to mine. I vow to keep them from harm and destroy the darkness that has begun to take them down. I will safe them.
No matter what.
Scarlet
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Finally....
Wheew! I finally remembered to get an account on max-dan-wiz.com! My friend told me i should join and that it was amazing, so yesterday, i finally remembered and did it! ^^
Damn, today was another boring day, *yawns* I really hope i finish these two projects in time. Im starting to understand how Max feels about the voice in her head!!! Buh-jeez-wus! Mine wont STFHU! *bangs head on keyboard* Then again, mine is more of a conscience while hers tells her how to save the world...... But i have conversations with mine too! We even talk about the weather! ^^ And no, i am not crazy, i just like talking to myself and the voice in my head. He makes good company, too! :D
Holy shnitzu tails my head hurts. And for some reason i smell apple cobbler......
dont you just hate it when you have a song that you ultimately dispise and reject with your whole entire being STUCK. IN. YOUR. HEAD?! I have "Right Round" stuck in mine, i like the old version a hell-of-a-lot better!!!! No offense to you people who like this song, of course. Im just stating an opinion.
Woof
Its 11:29, do you know where your radio-active gerbal is?
I guessed not.
Bongo's are still beating in my headdd!!!!! MEEEP! >.<
Now im craving jelly-waffles.......
Dont judge me.
OKAY. Now. I think i really should go to bed now, since im kinda wasteing your time with writeing random shit down..... Yeah.
TTFN
Ta Ta For Now
BLAC
Damn, today was another boring day, *yawns* I really hope i finish these two projects in time. Im starting to understand how Max feels about the voice in her head!!! Buh-jeez-wus! Mine wont STFHU! *bangs head on keyboard* Then again, mine is more of a conscience while hers tells her how to save the world...... But i have conversations with mine too! We even talk about the weather! ^^ And no, i am not crazy, i just like talking to myself and the voice in my head. He makes good company, too! :D
Holy shnitzu tails my head hurts. And for some reason i smell apple cobbler......
dont you just hate it when you have a song that you ultimately dispise and reject with your whole entire being STUCK. IN. YOUR. HEAD?! I have "Right Round" stuck in mine, i like the old version a hell-of-a-lot better!!!! No offense to you people who like this song, of course. Im just stating an opinion.
Woof
Its 11:29, do you know where your radio-active gerbal is?
I guessed not.
Bongo's are still beating in my headdd!!!!! MEEEP! >.<
Now im craving jelly-waffles.......
Dont judge me.
OKAY. Now. I think i really should go to bed now, since im kinda wasteing your time with writeing random shit down..... Yeah.
TTFN
Ta Ta For Now
BLAC
Friday, May 8, 2009
I Moved Here..... For Now...
Omfg, im so PISSED!!! *flails arms* I tried going onto my other blog "BurnLikeACandle" and i couldn't sign on! And no matter how much i tried, they wouldn't let me sign in! So for the time-being, im going to type here, this blog will be here when i cant sign on to my other one.... Not to mention i have to use my old email, which i absolutely HATE. Grrrrrrrr! >.<
Yeah, so im home today, i skipped school. Why? Because stress has over powered me and im worrying myself so much that im getting sick. Even though when i go back to school on monday i will be packed with more work and be even more stressed, i really dont give a friggin-flying-fuck right now. I just want to stay home and hang out with my babies!!! (My dogs silly XDDD)
Oh, and but the way, my Puppies say hi! ^^
You must be thinking i have more emotion now and tht its very...... well, weird. Trust me, you haven't see nothing yet! >;D Bwuahahahaha!
Im still half asleep, i stayed up till 3 in the morning last night working on projects (another reason why i skipped XDDDD). Then i woke up at 6.30 and i asked mom if i could stay home. She chewed me out, but said i could. ^W^ You see, the trick with my mom is, if you ask her something and she doesnt want you to do it and chews you out, just agree with her the whole way and say that youll make it up to her. Works every time! ;P
ANYWAY, so yeah, im writeing some of my stories now that school is going to be out pretty soon. As soon as i write a descient ammount, spell check it, yatta yatta yatta, ill try posting them here or on my quizilla account, maybe even my DA account. If you want to kno what my accounts are on other sites, ill probably post a post with all my accounts and links, but im still decideing what to do.
Gawsh, today is such a nice day! So sunny! Im thinking of going off into the woods before my family comes home. I hate going knowing that their in the house for some reason..... idk why. Even though i might be attacked and no-body is home to safe me, im not really caring. Ah, w/e.
I feel fat right now, though. I pretty much did nothing proactive when i re-woke up at 10.45. All i did was watch Hogan's Heroes and eating pizza for breakfast. Please dont judge me TT_TT.
So yeah, ill probably post some more shit later, but im starting get sleepy from staring at the computer screen for so friggin long. *Yawns* Im actually thinking of just moving to this account perminately, but still, idk.
GTG, TTFN MANNN
BLAC
Yeah, so im home today, i skipped school. Why? Because stress has over powered me and im worrying myself so much that im getting sick. Even though when i go back to school on monday i will be packed with more work and be even more stressed, i really dont give a friggin-flying-fuck right now. I just want to stay home and hang out with my babies!!! (My dogs silly XDDD)
Oh, and but the way, my Puppies say hi! ^^
You must be thinking i have more emotion now and tht its very...... well, weird. Trust me, you haven't see nothing yet! >;D Bwuahahahaha!
Im still half asleep, i stayed up till 3 in the morning last night working on projects (another reason why i skipped XDDDD). Then i woke up at 6.30 and i asked mom if i could stay home. She chewed me out, but said i could. ^W^ You see, the trick with my mom is, if you ask her something and she doesnt want you to do it and chews you out, just agree with her the whole way and say that youll make it up to her. Works every time! ;P
ANYWAY, so yeah, im writeing some of my stories now that school is going to be out pretty soon. As soon as i write a descient ammount, spell check it, yatta yatta yatta, ill try posting them here or on my quizilla account, maybe even my DA account. If you want to kno what my accounts are on other sites, ill probably post a post with all my accounts and links, but im still decideing what to do.
Gawsh, today is such a nice day! So sunny! Im thinking of going off into the woods before my family comes home. I hate going knowing that their in the house for some reason..... idk why. Even though i might be attacked and no-body is home to safe me, im not really caring. Ah, w/e.
I feel fat right now, though. I pretty much did nothing proactive when i re-woke up at 10.45. All i did was watch Hogan's Heroes and eating pizza for breakfast. Please dont judge me TT_TT.
So yeah, ill probably post some more shit later, but im starting get sleepy from staring at the computer screen for so friggin long. *Yawns* Im actually thinking of just moving to this account perminately, but still, idk.
GTG, TTFN MANNN
BLAC
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