Well, so much for going to bed early ^^' I finally found a site that made playlists and has good music. Sadly, they did not have that my Japanese music *emo corner* ohhh well! At least they have some! SOME is better than NONE! ^^
Okayyysss, seriously, I feel like a totally dipshit. Even so, I must come out and say it. Okay..... Blogger has officailly confused me. My very first one I did not have friends on it because I set it on private and used it basically like a diary. Later on I forgot my password and just stoped going on. When I got my second one, on the third day it logged me out and would not let me sign back in, thus is how I got here! *jumps up and down squeling* But sadly, I do not know how to do the most common of things. For example: watching or 'following' people. How do you do that? Plus, why do they call it 'followers' anyway? It sounds so...... stalkerish! I do not want to freak out somebody saying 'Hey, can i follow you?', they might think I am some sycopathic rapist of some sort! *flails arms* And commenting. On here, its not as simple as facebook, gaia, or myspace. How do you comment on here? I really feel like a complete and utter idiot, but I need to know.
I addeded pictures and a poll along with my music playlist thingy. I feel like theres something missing in my lovely new home. Any idea's????
Oh, and I am still working on the lists, might take a while do to my ADD and endless mountain of homework.
Holy crap, its 2 in the morning! *sarcastic dramatic cry* Yeah, looks like I can not go to that GS thing tomarrow XDDDD Oh yeah, did i mention I'm a girl scout? XDDDD Okay, you can stop staring at the computer screen in utter shock. And get that 'Omg, is she on drugs???' though out of your head. Im telling the truth. I know, a swearing badass girlscout *rollsonfloorlaughing* I am actually thinking of quiting to be honest. The girls in my troup are pushing me away and I am actually completely and utterly fine with it. They did not think of me as a friend anyway. I was just there.....
SO yeah, lil' blurb, now i gtg
TTFN
BLAC
Friday, May 29, 2009
Yay, Here Comes the Reality Flash
Glarg, I have so much work to do, and its hitting me like a fighter jet going 200 mph (I dont care if its realistic or not, I'm just expressing how much shit I am in) But I will try my hardest to work all weekend...... *crickets*....... Yeah, NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!! *splurts confetti*
Today was a very interesting day, and thats saying something. You see, this is coming from a gurl who goes to a school with the strangest of people. Seriously, you hear Senior's singing on the top of their lungs while walking outside the classroom. Not to mention we get to hug our teachers! Hey, I may sound like a complete and utter teachers pet to you guys, but hell, teachers at the school I go to are awesome. My math teacher, I swear, he's AMAZING! He swears, but rarely, and is like, one of the most hyper-active teachers I have! (trust me, there are a few here) Plus he talks about the outside world and lets us talk about what we did over the weekend at the begining of class. He says he's our (me and my fellow classmates) 'math waitor'. When he serves us our equations and it tastes a little funny (we dont understand what the hell he is saying) he takes it back and gives us the same meal only made differently (he gives us a complete different perspective of the equation and gets more in depth). He is the reason I love math completely now and the reason why I am actually at the top of my class ^^!! Plus, he likes to put us in the examples of the equations every once in a while.... *laughs at fond memories* I will tell more another day, but right now I am rambleing and going completely off topic.
So yeah, I have to say I like my school even though it gives me so much shit to work with. But thankfully the teachers actually help you and look at things differently. My gawsh, back in middle school, if I asked a teacher a question, they're like : 'WTFH? Are you a complete and utter dipshit?!' When in the High School the teachers dont heisitate to help and are really happy if people ask questions. Plus, my teachers know I'm completely A.D.D. and not good at remembering shit to save my ass and know that I like to figure stuff out on my own, so if they see that I'm stuck, they give me a little push or a hint and it helps me get my brain into play.
I'm officially going to Anime Boston next year. My friends and I are possibley going for all three days, and we're already planning it out right now!! I know, ubber early, but you cannot be to careful!!! If anybody is going next year or went this year, tell meeeeeee!!!! *flails arms*
OH! I forgot to tell you about yesterday! OH MEH GAWSH so funny~! I suck at explaining things, but I am going to try as best as i can!!! I'll do it in story form so it will be easier! ^^
+ I flipped through my reading book looking for my lost page. I was not paying attention to the sudden gasps and the comments such as "what the hell is going on over there?". Rustleing of feet made to the windows and I finally gave up at reading my book. I looked up to see about 2/3 of the class, includeing the teacher, staring out the windows with amused looks on their faces. My friend, who was sitting behind me, looked up from the Vampire Knight manga she borrowed from me and gave everyone a weird look while giving a bookmark the task of holding her place in the book. We both got up from our desks and walked over to the window to see what the hell was going on. In the parking lot at the front of the school, there was what looks to be a model of a red car without tires. It had a pole sticking through it and was held up by some-thing that holds a boat and you can hook it up to your car and drive it around (I cannot remember to term for it). Inside to model was a family of dummies buckled up and ready for anything, and I mean ANYTHING. Juniors and Seniors were surrounding the model with some guys in black clothing lecturing them. Then, it all added up in my head. Tonight was prom, Juniors and Seniors called out of class for a 'assembly'. Yeah, it was plain obvious that they were being tolled the consiquences about drinking and driving. Why the weird car model thing thats able to rotate in mid air? We'll get to that in a moment. I hugged my friend from behind as I watched the lecturerer with up-most curriousity. My friend did not mind since we hug, like, 24/7, and watched him along with me. There were mummurs among my fellow classmates wondering what the people were about to do. The man giving the lecture, along with one of his pals, finished setting up and pressed some button, causing the car to spin around. We all jokinly oooohed and ahhhhed. Wow, a rotating car. Whoop-dee-friggin-doo. After the man gave his long and boring speech, he stoped the model and he, along with a few of his buddies, proceded to open the car and un buckle the dummies seat-belts.
"God, they never seem to quit," My friend said. What she meant was basically the fact that adults love to just engrave the fact that you have to always buckle your seatbelts no matter what. We got it the first 4 or 5 times! There is no need to go to 400!! Not to mention, if adults keep on saying this, we kids being rebellious as we are will do the exact opposite just to piss them off.
I nodded agrivated and a few of my other friends made agree able comments to my friends statement. Our heads shot back to the show and we watched as the guys slammed the car doors and pressed the on button. As soom as the car started rotateing, one of the dummies decided to go ass-firt out the window, its legs flailing like crazy. Of course, we all laughed, but one of the students said that 'there was nothing funny about a situation like that".
"Yeah, I agree," I stated, turning towards the protester. "It is a very serious matter, but they're just dummies! And since they are, I find this hilarious!" A few students agreed and high-fived me and we continued to watch the poor dummie slip out of the window. In the end, the poor passenger flopped to the ground, along with a baby dummie that just shot out of the window and landed between two tires of the thing that was holding the model.
"Bye Bye baby!!" One of my guyfriends hollered, and we all laughed along. Yeah, we must sound really murderious right now, huh? Well, we wouldn't be acting like this if they were real. Well, at least not me....
We watched as the driver dummie slipped out of its window head first and he got out to the point were every rotation it slammed its head on the ground, thus making us laugh even harder, and our teacher was chuckling along with us as well. Wow, immaturity rocks. The boys finally stopped the rotating car and we all clapped and cheered for their proformance. The teacher then finally told us to sit back down and continue our studing+
Crappy ending I know, but I cannot think of an ending right now. I sort of feel bad for laughing, I mean its a serious subject, but it was seriously funny as hell. I could have sworn I saw a few Seniors trying to hold back giggles!!
Well, I think I should get going now, I need my rest so I can get all my worries out of the way tomarrow! *waves*
TTFN
BLAC
Today was a very interesting day, and thats saying something. You see, this is coming from a gurl who goes to a school with the strangest of people. Seriously, you hear Senior's singing on the top of their lungs while walking outside the classroom. Not to mention we get to hug our teachers! Hey, I may sound like a complete and utter teachers pet to you guys, but hell, teachers at the school I go to are awesome. My math teacher, I swear, he's AMAZING! He swears, but rarely, and is like, one of the most hyper-active teachers I have! (trust me, there are a few here) Plus he talks about the outside world and lets us talk about what we did over the weekend at the begining of class. He says he's our (me and my fellow classmates) 'math waitor'. When he serves us our equations and it tastes a little funny (we dont understand what the hell he is saying) he takes it back and gives us the same meal only made differently (he gives us a complete different perspective of the equation and gets more in depth). He is the reason I love math completely now and the reason why I am actually at the top of my class ^^!! Plus, he likes to put us in the examples of the equations every once in a while.... *laughs at fond memories* I will tell more another day, but right now I am rambleing and going completely off topic.
So yeah, I have to say I like my school even though it gives me so much shit to work with. But thankfully the teachers actually help you and look at things differently. My gawsh, back in middle school, if I asked a teacher a question, they're like : 'WTFH? Are you a complete and utter dipshit?!' When in the High School the teachers dont heisitate to help and are really happy if people ask questions. Plus, my teachers know I'm completely A.D.D. and not good at remembering shit to save my ass and know that I like to figure stuff out on my own, so if they see that I'm stuck, they give me a little push or a hint and it helps me get my brain into play.
I'm officially going to Anime Boston next year. My friends and I are possibley going for all three days, and we're already planning it out right now!! I know, ubber early, but you cannot be to careful!!! If anybody is going next year or went this year, tell meeeeeee!!!! *flails arms*
OH! I forgot to tell you about yesterday! OH MEH GAWSH so funny~! I suck at explaining things, but I am going to try as best as i can!!! I'll do it in story form so it will be easier! ^^
+ I flipped through my reading book looking for my lost page. I was not paying attention to the sudden gasps and the comments such as "what the hell is going on over there?". Rustleing of feet made to the windows and I finally gave up at reading my book. I looked up to see about 2/3 of the class, includeing the teacher, staring out the windows with amused looks on their faces. My friend, who was sitting behind me, looked up from the Vampire Knight manga she borrowed from me and gave everyone a weird look while giving a bookmark the task of holding her place in the book. We both got up from our desks and walked over to the window to see what the hell was going on. In the parking lot at the front of the school, there was what looks to be a model of a red car without tires. It had a pole sticking through it and was held up by some-thing that holds a boat and you can hook it up to your car and drive it around (I cannot remember to term for it). Inside to model was a family of dummies buckled up and ready for anything, and I mean ANYTHING. Juniors and Seniors were surrounding the model with some guys in black clothing lecturing them. Then, it all added up in my head. Tonight was prom, Juniors and Seniors called out of class for a 'assembly'. Yeah, it was plain obvious that they were being tolled the consiquences about drinking and driving. Why the weird car model thing thats able to rotate in mid air? We'll get to that in a moment. I hugged my friend from behind as I watched the lecturerer with up-most curriousity. My friend did not mind since we hug, like, 24/7, and watched him along with me. There were mummurs among my fellow classmates wondering what the people were about to do. The man giving the lecture, along with one of his pals, finished setting up and pressed some button, causing the car to spin around. We all jokinly oooohed and ahhhhed. Wow, a rotating car. Whoop-dee-friggin-doo. After the man gave his long and boring speech, he stoped the model and he, along with a few of his buddies, proceded to open the car and un buckle the dummies seat-belts.
"God, they never seem to quit," My friend said. What she meant was basically the fact that adults love to just engrave the fact that you have to always buckle your seatbelts no matter what. We got it the first 4 or 5 times! There is no need to go to 400!! Not to mention, if adults keep on saying this, we kids being rebellious as we are will do the exact opposite just to piss them off.
I nodded agrivated and a few of my other friends made agree able comments to my friends statement. Our heads shot back to the show and we watched as the guys slammed the car doors and pressed the on button. As soom as the car started rotateing, one of the dummies decided to go ass-firt out the window, its legs flailing like crazy. Of course, we all laughed, but one of the students said that 'there was nothing funny about a situation like that".
"Yeah, I agree," I stated, turning towards the protester. "It is a very serious matter, but they're just dummies! And since they are, I find this hilarious!" A few students agreed and high-fived me and we continued to watch the poor dummie slip out of the window. In the end, the poor passenger flopped to the ground, along with a baby dummie that just shot out of the window and landed between two tires of the thing that was holding the model.
"Bye Bye baby!!" One of my guyfriends hollered, and we all laughed along. Yeah, we must sound really murderious right now, huh? Well, we wouldn't be acting like this if they were real. Well, at least not me....
We watched as the driver dummie slipped out of its window head first and he got out to the point were every rotation it slammed its head on the ground, thus making us laugh even harder, and our teacher was chuckling along with us as well. Wow, immaturity rocks. The boys finally stopped the rotating car and we all clapped and cheered for their proformance. The teacher then finally told us to sit back down and continue our studing+
Crappy ending I know, but I cannot think of an ending right now. I sort of feel bad for laughing, I mean its a serious subject, but it was seriously funny as hell. I could have sworn I saw a few Seniors trying to hold back giggles!!
Well, I think I should get going now, I need my rest so I can get all my worries out of the way tomarrow! *waves*
TTFN
BLAC
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Back Home
Oh....my...gawd....
Anime Boston was AMAZING!!! I had so much fun along with my friends and fellow cosplayers! And I have wonderful memories left from that exciting experience! I cannot wait to go next year!!! EEEEEEEE!!! *flails arms and runs around in circles* Did i mention i spent about 300 dollars on merchandise and art??? ^^' Yeah, I know, I kind of gone over board. But common! It was my first convention, gimmie a break dammit!!! What did I get dare you ask? I got an Akatsuki Cloak, a Deidara 'Art is a Bang' T-shirt, about 11 pins (one for my friend, two of them were for free!!!), a clip on tag that has Nekozawa on it, a Deidara Key-chain, Seshomaru Key-chain, 4 hats (three for my friends who could not make it and one for my sister), 3 manga books (which have not even come out in stores yet!), HikaruXKauru picture (mom's still a little freaked about it XDDDDD), a wallet-sized Hinata Picture for my sister, a Chibi Sasori, Deidara, and Itachi picture, and I think thats it. I kno, spending about 300 dollars on such little stuff. Stuff is expensive there! Get off my back!!!! *spazzes* Well, anyway, I had a brilliant time, and I recomend you to go to an Anime Convention near you. Its a wonderful experience and you will enjoy it muchies!!! ^^
I would tell you what happend there, but I have to write down stuff fast, I need to work on a fundies project that was suppose to be due today ^^' Lay off, I'm lazy, aight?
Onward. It was Memorial Day yesterday, and since i was in the band, I had to march in the parade. Everything was fine and hunkydory in the begining, but when we had to stand there in the blistering sun listening to people give hour long speaches while wearing winter-think jumpsuits, yeah, fun disapears. Because of that, I fainted. ^^' I'm fine, but I do not know why. Shaddup people who said- Oh, wait, brb.
Okay, sorry about that, my sister wanted to borrow the 6th book of Fruba, but it is unreachable in my bookcase right now.....
Anyway: Shaddup people who said "the blistering heat got to you, dumbass!", because I drank a lot of fluids before I left and I had a good breakfast. I also had a pretty good nights sleep, so I do not think that was the reason to either. If you can tell me whats up, I would be very greatful, because I am really not in the mood to go to the doctors any time soon >.> <.< >,< I will tell you how it happend if it will be more helpful.
I was standing in formantion listening to the people talking and my back started to ache. It hurt pretty bad so I started switching my weight from foot to foot, which honestly did not help. I began to feel naushus (sp?) so i tried deep breathing to call me down. Then there was the ringing in my ears and my head which, for me, is a sign that I am going to upchuck my last 2 or 3 meals. I really did not want to make a scene and throw up on the girl infront of me, so i tried my best to stay calm. The funny thing is, my stomach was churning, but it was only out of nerves, it was not the usual feeling of me about to throw up. Then the outskirts of my vision started going black and it slowly went towards the center. i tried blinking to get my vision back and it worked some, but it decreased little by little everytime. Slowed it down though!!! Then my body felt really heavy and i tried steading myself, but my two feet could not hold me up at all. I kept wobbling and losing balance, but I really did not want to fall down infront of hundreds of people. My vision then went compleatly back and i could feel my eyes open and feel everything around my body, but I could not see anything around me. From what my friend told me, my mom and the head of the music association grabed me and rushed me to where the coolers are. I remember hearing my mom say "sweety, are you okay?" and I felt somebody grab me, but I was not sure what was going on. I could feel people staring at me, but thankfully I could not see them. It would have made me more sick if I did. By the time the leader of the music association and my mom got me to the coolers, I was regaining my vision a little bit. They sat me down and began dumping water down my throat. When my vision was fully regained, I noticed another girl with me who was not feeling to good as well, and about 5 other girls came over after me. And get this, they decide to pass out the water bottles AFTER 6 or 7 girls (includeing me) have pretty much passed out due to heat and move us out of the sun into the shade. Gawsh, you would think they would get the idea after the 3 person fainted!!! But anyway, yeah, I know i may sound stupid for worrying, but I cannot help it. I have been having 'black-outs' when I have been getting up and out of bed in the morning, too. And for some reason my body feels weaker and I get more and more tired when I get home, I even feel a little lightheaded during the day but only on rare occasions. Is that.... normal? Yeah, if you know whats up, could you please tell me? I really do not want to go to the doctor to get checked up *shivers* I hate the smell of the doctors, CREEEPPYYY!
Well, that was basically all of my fun, and look, its about my shower time, and i still have not gotten a single thing done for this dumbass essay I have to work on *slams head on keyboard* Grrrr... She seriously did not tell me how to do this peice of shit. I want to make her forget the assingment completely so I do not have to do it, but we all cannot get what we want, can we?
OH! And again, before I go... *sigh* Lets talk about love.
I'm not usually a big fan about talking about relationships, but this is making me stressed and I need to let it out some how.
Alright, there was this boy I have been crushing on for about a year or so and he knows about me liking him (we'll name him #A!!!). #A did not really seem to care about it, that is, untill he became best friends with my EX bestfriend. She has been spreading shit about me and my other friend because we tolled her that we cannot put up with her shit anymore and we tried talking to her about it but she just avioded it and kept doing it anyway (Lets call her BS >:D Nah, Jk, #C) So yeah, she became besties with him, and he started to, well, distance himself from me. His aura was sort of.... angry? Mad? Sad? I cannot really describe it, but it was really negative, and he avioded talking to me. So I got mad and decided to get over him, and desite how much it hurt, half of me got over him. I still think about #A every once and a while and sort of missed talking to him. But then, my guy friend (#B!!!! XDDD) and I have been getting closer.... and I sort of got this feeling that he likes me, but its topsie turvy, yah know? And I sort of got thins feeling for him too.... I noticed that I have been talking about him a lot and thinking about him often, but I do not know if I'm really happy about us being friends or... well.... likeing him. I pictured us kissing a few times, and I kind of gotten a little grossed by it. But when we hung out and he is being really sweet, I can't help but blush. Then another one of my guy friends (#D) sort of admited of haeing a crush on me, which was pretty much as obvious as the eye can see. I had a feeling that he was going to ask me out, but I did not know that it was going to happen around now! I turned him down and thankfully me and #D are still friends!!! ^^ Now, #C found out about me being friends with #B, and shes been trying to talk to him lately, which is REALLY pissing me off! He tried ignoreing her at first, but then I caught him taking a small conversation to her and smileing. He does not know about the fight me and #C had, and i hope that #C doesnt fill hi head with crap like she did to #A. But the weird thing is, walking home today (yes, he's my neighbor, shaddup) he started tlaking to me like he normally did and smiled at me like he used to. This causing me to think 'WTFHSOAB?!' Seriously, I don't know if he's toying with my emotions or if he is having trouble figureing out about his feelings (not saying that he has any), or if he is PMSing and needs something to put it on, or changed his mind about me. Omfg, IDK!!! But seriously, I'm thinking about being mean to him back and see how he will react. Maybe we can actually talk to each other and sort things out for friggin once!! I just want to get this over with and know how he feels about me! IM SICK OF THIS GUESSING GAME!!! And seriously, if #C starts doing more shit (theres a list of rumors and things that see has done to me since the fight, and she is blaming everything on me!) I'm just going to sock her in the face at that time and not give a shit about what other people say. IM SICK OF THE CRAP SHE IS PUTTING ME THROUGH!!! Oh, also, you guys know I'm bisexual, right? If you don't, you do now!! Well, I have also been noticeing I have been haveing a crush on my best girl friend (#E), and I dont want to ruin our friendship about it, (she is also Bi btw) We have kissed b4, but it was just for the hell of it and shit. Not to mention she has a BF right now. But yeah, how do i stop likeing her like that? I dont want to ruin our already wonderful friendship!!!! WAHHHHH!! *sobs* Gahh, thankies for listening very much, I feel a lot better now.
If you forgot who is who, heres the DL:
#A: Year long crush; being a jackass to me
#B: Best guy friend; Unsure feelings about him
#C: EX bestfriends; took #A away from me and possible gave him false info about me; trying to take away #B as well; has spread rumours about me; likes to talk about sex..... a lot; has bf but is sort of cheating (she is also bi) and likes to talk about how guys flock around her *anime vein*
#D: One of my best guy friends; has a crush on me
#E: Best gurlfriend; me has unsure feelings and might have a crush on her; also bi.
There! Now, I know thing may sound soap-operah-e, but wth? Life is like a friggin soap operah and it SUCKS! Thankies again fro listening, well, reading, and i just missed 37 minutes of my shower time ^^ Oh well!
Gtg, TTFN!
BLAC
Anime Boston was AMAZING!!! I had so much fun along with my friends and fellow cosplayers! And I have wonderful memories left from that exciting experience! I cannot wait to go next year!!! EEEEEEEE!!! *flails arms and runs around in circles* Did i mention i spent about 300 dollars on merchandise and art??? ^^' Yeah, I know, I kind of gone over board. But common! It was my first convention, gimmie a break dammit!!! What did I get dare you ask? I got an Akatsuki Cloak, a Deidara 'Art is a Bang' T-shirt, about 11 pins (one for my friend, two of them were for free!!!), a clip on tag that has Nekozawa on it, a Deidara Key-chain, Seshomaru Key-chain, 4 hats (three for my friends who could not make it and one for my sister), 3 manga books (which have not even come out in stores yet!), HikaruXKauru picture (mom's still a little freaked about it XDDDDD), a wallet-sized Hinata Picture for my sister, a Chibi Sasori, Deidara, and Itachi picture, and I think thats it. I kno, spending about 300 dollars on such little stuff. Stuff is expensive there! Get off my back!!!! *spazzes* Well, anyway, I had a brilliant time, and I recomend you to go to an Anime Convention near you. Its a wonderful experience and you will enjoy it muchies!!! ^^
I would tell you what happend there, but I have to write down stuff fast, I need to work on a fundies project that was suppose to be due today ^^' Lay off, I'm lazy, aight?
Onward. It was Memorial Day yesterday, and since i was in the band, I had to march in the parade. Everything was fine and hunkydory in the begining, but when we had to stand there in the blistering sun listening to people give hour long speaches while wearing winter-think jumpsuits, yeah, fun disapears. Because of that, I fainted. ^^' I'm fine, but I do not know why. Shaddup people who said- Oh, wait, brb.
Okay, sorry about that, my sister wanted to borrow the 6th book of Fruba, but it is unreachable in my bookcase right now.....
Anyway: Shaddup people who said "the blistering heat got to you, dumbass!", because I drank a lot of fluids before I left and I had a good breakfast. I also had a pretty good nights sleep, so I do not think that was the reason to either. If you can tell me whats up, I would be very greatful, because I am really not in the mood to go to the doctors any time soon >.> <.< >,< I will tell you how it happend if it will be more helpful.
I was standing in formantion listening to the people talking and my back started to ache. It hurt pretty bad so I started switching my weight from foot to foot, which honestly did not help. I began to feel naushus (sp?) so i tried deep breathing to call me down. Then there was the ringing in my ears and my head which, for me, is a sign that I am going to upchuck my last 2 or 3 meals. I really did not want to make a scene and throw up on the girl infront of me, so i tried my best to stay calm. The funny thing is, my stomach was churning, but it was only out of nerves, it was not the usual feeling of me about to throw up. Then the outskirts of my vision started going black and it slowly went towards the center. i tried blinking to get my vision back and it worked some, but it decreased little by little everytime. Slowed it down though!!! Then my body felt really heavy and i tried steading myself, but my two feet could not hold me up at all. I kept wobbling and losing balance, but I really did not want to fall down infront of hundreds of people. My vision then went compleatly back and i could feel my eyes open and feel everything around my body, but I could not see anything around me. From what my friend told me, my mom and the head of the music association grabed me and rushed me to where the coolers are. I remember hearing my mom say "sweety, are you okay?" and I felt somebody grab me, but I was not sure what was going on. I could feel people staring at me, but thankfully I could not see them. It would have made me more sick if I did. By the time the leader of the music association and my mom got me to the coolers, I was regaining my vision a little bit. They sat me down and began dumping water down my throat. When my vision was fully regained, I noticed another girl with me who was not feeling to good as well, and about 5 other girls came over after me. And get this, they decide to pass out the water bottles AFTER 6 or 7 girls (includeing me) have pretty much passed out due to heat and move us out of the sun into the shade. Gawsh, you would think they would get the idea after the 3 person fainted!!! But anyway, yeah, I know i may sound stupid for worrying, but I cannot help it. I have been having 'black-outs' when I have been getting up and out of bed in the morning, too. And for some reason my body feels weaker and I get more and more tired when I get home, I even feel a little lightheaded during the day but only on rare occasions. Is that.... normal? Yeah, if you know whats up, could you please tell me? I really do not want to go to the doctor to get checked up *shivers* I hate the smell of the doctors, CREEEPPYYY!
Well, that was basically all of my fun, and look, its about my shower time, and i still have not gotten a single thing done for this dumbass essay I have to work on *slams head on keyboard* Grrrr... She seriously did not tell me how to do this peice of shit. I want to make her forget the assingment completely so I do not have to do it, but we all cannot get what we want, can we?
OH! And again, before I go... *sigh* Lets talk about love.
I'm not usually a big fan about talking about relationships, but this is making me stressed and I need to let it out some how.
Alright, there was this boy I have been crushing on for about a year or so and he knows about me liking him (we'll name him #A!!!). #A did not really seem to care about it, that is, untill he became best friends with my EX bestfriend. She has been spreading shit about me and my other friend because we tolled her that we cannot put up with her shit anymore and we tried talking to her about it but she just avioded it and kept doing it anyway (Lets call her BS >:D Nah, Jk, #C) So yeah, she became besties with him, and he started to, well, distance himself from me. His aura was sort of.... angry? Mad? Sad? I cannot really describe it, but it was really negative, and he avioded talking to me. So I got mad and decided to get over him, and desite how much it hurt, half of me got over him. I still think about #A every once and a while and sort of missed talking to him. But then, my guy friend (#B!!!! XDDD) and I have been getting closer.... and I sort of got this feeling that he likes me, but its topsie turvy, yah know? And I sort of got thins feeling for him too.... I noticed that I have been talking about him a lot and thinking about him often, but I do not know if I'm really happy about us being friends or... well.... likeing him. I pictured us kissing a few times, and I kind of gotten a little grossed by it. But when we hung out and he is being really sweet, I can't help but blush. Then another one of my guy friends (#D) sort of admited of haeing a crush on me, which was pretty much as obvious as the eye can see. I had a feeling that he was going to ask me out, but I did not know that it was going to happen around now! I turned him down and thankfully me and #D are still friends!!! ^^ Now, #C found out about me being friends with #B, and shes been trying to talk to him lately, which is REALLY pissing me off! He tried ignoreing her at first, but then I caught him taking a small conversation to her and smileing. He does not know about the fight me and #C had, and i hope that #C doesnt fill hi head with crap like she did to #A. But the weird thing is, walking home today (yes, he's my neighbor, shaddup) he started tlaking to me like he normally did and smiled at me like he used to. This causing me to think 'WTFHSOAB?!' Seriously, I don't know if he's toying with my emotions or if he is having trouble figureing out about his feelings (not saying that he has any), or if he is PMSing and needs something to put it on, or changed his mind about me. Omfg, IDK!!! But seriously, I'm thinking about being mean to him back and see how he will react. Maybe we can actually talk to each other and sort things out for friggin once!! I just want to get this over with and know how he feels about me! IM SICK OF THIS GUESSING GAME!!! And seriously, if #C starts doing more shit (theres a list of rumors and things that see has done to me since the fight, and she is blaming everything on me!) I'm just going to sock her in the face at that time and not give a shit about what other people say. IM SICK OF THE CRAP SHE IS PUTTING ME THROUGH!!! Oh, also, you guys know I'm bisexual, right? If you don't, you do now!! Well, I have also been noticeing I have been haveing a crush on my best girl friend (#E), and I dont want to ruin our friendship about it, (she is also Bi btw) We have kissed b4, but it was just for the hell of it and shit. Not to mention she has a BF right now. But yeah, how do i stop likeing her like that? I dont want to ruin our already wonderful friendship!!!! WAHHHHH!! *sobs* Gahh, thankies for listening very much, I feel a lot better now.
If you forgot who is who, heres the DL:
#A: Year long crush; being a jackass to me
#B: Best guy friend; Unsure feelings about him
#C: EX bestfriends; took #A away from me and possible gave him false info about me; trying to take away #B as well; has spread rumours about me; likes to talk about sex..... a lot; has bf but is sort of cheating (she is also bi) and likes to talk about how guys flock around her *anime vein*
#D: One of my best guy friends; has a crush on me
#E: Best gurlfriend; me has unsure feelings and might have a crush on her; also bi.
There! Now, I know thing may sound soap-operah-e, but wth? Life is like a friggin soap operah and it SUCKS! Thankies again fro listening, well, reading, and i just missed 37 minutes of my shower time ^^ Oh well!
Gtg, TTFN!
BLAC
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Blehhhh
Yeah, I went home sick again. No, I am not skipping, and yes, I am in chronic pain! God, I thought that a leopleridon was about to tear open my stomach and was going to tell me where candy mountain is!! SERIOUSLY! I was this close to screaming on the top of my lungs in the middle of class. I thankfully did not, though. And if i did, people might have thought my pancreas was going to explode or think that I have officially fell off my rocker. I reeaaalllyyy hope this sort of pain dissapears by tommarrow, because I have gym and if i still have the pains, i might go home early again. I cannot bother my parents again.
Today I pretty much did nothing proactive at all, except for practicing my flute when I got home *you hear people gasping and 'WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!!'* I know, right?! I barely-ever practice my flute!! 1. Because I'm a lazy ass and 2. I dont really have the time or patience. I think i actually did pretty good for practiceing! ^^ But enough about my day, stuff about me is pretty boring.
I'm still working on the lists, if you have any ideas, please, share! ^^ Thankies
I actually got an idea for a story! Not a Fanfic or anything, and ACTUAL story. But guess what its about? Faries. There's barely any fairy stories out there, and when people make stories about them, their either preppy and girly so much that they're increaseing the o-zone layer, or they're so kiddy and childish like the faires group-thing with Tinkerbell in it (no offense to people who like it). So I am making my own story.
I'm sort-of thinking about a ghost story and vampires and werewolfs and all-that-jazz. [If you have not noticed, I am a paranormal/fantasy freak.] I am also working on (of course) a Fanfic for one of my favorite anime shows, you'll find out what it is in time. For now, I am just going to leave it at that.
Now...... FOUR MORE DAAAYYYYSSSS!!!!!
Okay, I really need to cool it. Even though its my first Anime Convention I have to be calm, focused and calm....... ahhhh fuck it. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Okay, enough of the excitementness.
Wow, its wayyyy past my shower time, and i think i still need to work on some stuff for school, so I'll leave for now. But before I go, I think I am going to add a music playlist to meh blog, yah kno, to spice it up a bit
Thank you for reading
TTFN
BLAC
Today I pretty much did nothing proactive at all, except for practicing my flute when I got home *you hear people gasping and 'WE'RE ALL GONNA DIE!!!'* I know, right?! I barely-ever practice my flute!! 1. Because I'm a lazy ass and 2. I dont really have the time or patience. I think i actually did pretty good for practiceing! ^^ But enough about my day, stuff about me is pretty boring.
I'm still working on the lists, if you have any ideas, please, share! ^^ Thankies
I actually got an idea for a story! Not a Fanfic or anything, and ACTUAL story. But guess what its about? Faries. There's barely any fairy stories out there, and when people make stories about them, their either preppy and girly so much that they're increaseing the o-zone layer, or they're so kiddy and childish like the faires group-thing with Tinkerbell in it (no offense to people who like it). So I am making my own story.
I'm sort-of thinking about a ghost story and vampires and werewolfs and all-that-jazz. [If you have not noticed, I am a paranormal/fantasy freak.] I am also working on (of course) a Fanfic for one of my favorite anime shows, you'll find out what it is in time. For now, I am just going to leave it at that.
Now...... FOUR MORE DAAAYYYYSSSS!!!!!
Okay, I really need to cool it. Even though its my first Anime Convention I have to be calm, focused and calm....... ahhhh fuck it. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!
Okay, enough of the excitementness.
Wow, its wayyyy past my shower time, and i think i still need to work on some stuff for school, so I'll leave for now. But before I go, I think I am going to add a music playlist to meh blog, yah kno, to spice it up a bit
Thank you for reading
TTFN
BLAC
Monday, May 18, 2009
OMYFUCKINGAWSH!!!!
5 MORE DAYSSSSSSS!!!! *flips lid* I never been so excited in my life! I can't believe that I'm going!!!!! YESSSSSS! *does caramell* YEEEEEEEEEE!>w<
Though I feel awfull for being so happy. Some of my friends are unable to go and i feel guilty for being overjoyed and expressing my emotions about it. Plus it makes me feel sad. All my gurls can't come with meee!!!! *grabs them, ties them up and drags them with me to the Convention* I really want them to come too! It just wont be the same without them!!!!! *sobs and clongs to them*
Frwiends: O.o???? Freaky chick!!!
XD Yeah, meep moop mop.
Welly well well, you all know I am making my own "Rules", right? Like Gibbs rules thingy? Yeah, I have also been thinking about making a list: "THINGS I NEED TO DO BEFORE I DIE". Lovely, isn't it? Its basically a list of things i want/need to do before I become a pile of dust. The thought may be disturbing, but there's so many things that I need to go, places I need to see. And I want to put it down on paper. Well, blogness....ness....ness... *sees a vulture* Ooo Look! A birdy! *points and ways finger*
Now that I think about it, I should probably write a list on terrible ways to die too, and you can help me if you want! Just send me a message or something and I'll put it in the list! I need more insperation!!!!! *flails arms*
And I'm thinking of getting a quizilla account and posting some stories 'n' shit on it. Since its almost summer time, I have more time to write and get down with my imaginational self!
I also need a job, my mom keeps ratting on my ass to get one, but i seriously don't know what! Not to mention i want to have time to spend with friends, too. Plus, I am already working at a bible camp at church. I lve hanging out with kids!!! *snuggles kiddies*
Kids: O.O *shivers*
O.o? What?!
Anyway, I am also not sure if the whole family is going on the last-week-of-august trip, let alone where are we going. I hope Dad figures it out soon...
There's also this class about computer forensics (sp?) over the summer and it sounds interesting. I also need to go through drivers ed if I want to drive next year (my nerves are still on edge at the thought). I love cars, but only when they are PARKED. Actually, even parked cars scare me, since I can possibley walk into them instead of them hitting me....... *shivers* Seroiusly, I love cars; I like the designs and figuring out how things work; but at a certain distance. Stupid, I know, but I have been traumitized a couple of times in my life and CARS were some of the causes.
So, yeah, so much to do, so little time. But that doesn't stop me about gettin' pumped for the SUMMER! Gawsh, how I miss those beaches, waves, full night sleep....
Oh bleaguresis my mouth is salivating at the thought. I never wanted to get out of school so bad in my life. I love the teachers, and the work is easy, but seriously! THERES SO MUCH OF IT! And I'm sort of sick of the same-thing-day-in-and-day-out thing. It's so.... BORING! Begawshness, I actually fell asleep during class today! Fist time in history!!!! I need more excitement in my life dammit!!!! *bangs fist on the table* GOSH!
Seroiusly, one interesting day full of adventure, jam-packed with fighting scenes! Okay, I know I am asking for it, but common! I have had enough with this boring place!!! I just want to have a day I actually remeber and will never forget. A day where I can tell my kids to (if I ever have any, which right now, i dout it) or my friends and family. Im sick of my life being a soap-operah!!! I NEED ACTION!!! And a few bombs here and there XDDDD. Yeah, I am seriously asking for it, am I? Oh well, I wished for it. Blah Blah Blah.
Holy ass fuck i wrote a lot today! That makes me smile! I haven't been able to write a lot in so long, and it feels soooooo good! ^u^ Yaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Even though i want to keep typing, its time for my shower-time, so I must depart. Thank you for reading my blog, it makes me feel happy!! *huggles you* YAY! Now, time for me to stop being annoying to you peoples and leave you be!! Fare well!
TTFN
BLAC
Though I feel awfull for being so happy. Some of my friends are unable to go and i feel guilty for being overjoyed and expressing my emotions about it. Plus it makes me feel sad. All my gurls can't come with meee!!!! *grabs them, ties them up and drags them with me to the Convention* I really want them to come too! It just wont be the same without them!!!!! *sobs and clongs to them*
Frwiends: O.o???? Freaky chick!!!
XD Yeah, meep moop mop.
Welly well well, you all know I am making my own "Rules", right? Like Gibbs rules thingy? Yeah, I have also been thinking about making a list: "THINGS I NEED TO DO BEFORE I DIE". Lovely, isn't it? Its basically a list of things i want/need to do before I become a pile of dust. The thought may be disturbing, but there's so many things that I need to go, places I need to see. And I want to put it down on paper. Well, blogness....ness....ness... *sees a vulture* Ooo Look! A birdy! *points and ways finger*
Now that I think about it, I should probably write a list on terrible ways to die too, and you can help me if you want! Just send me a message or something and I'll put it in the list! I need more insperation!!!!! *flails arms*
And I'm thinking of getting a quizilla account and posting some stories 'n' shit on it. Since its almost summer time, I have more time to write and get down with my imaginational self!
I also need a job, my mom keeps ratting on my ass to get one, but i seriously don't know what! Not to mention i want to have time to spend with friends, too. Plus, I am already working at a bible camp at church. I lve hanging out with kids!!! *snuggles kiddies*
Kids: O.O *shivers*
O.o? What?!
Anyway, I am also not sure if the whole family is going on the last-week-of-august trip, let alone where are we going. I hope Dad figures it out soon...
There's also this class about computer forensics (sp?) over the summer and it sounds interesting. I also need to go through drivers ed if I want to drive next year (my nerves are still on edge at the thought). I love cars, but only when they are PARKED. Actually, even parked cars scare me, since I can possibley walk into them instead of them hitting me....... *shivers* Seroiusly, I love cars; I like the designs and figuring out how things work; but at a certain distance. Stupid, I know, but I have been traumitized a couple of times in my life and CARS were some of the causes.
So, yeah, so much to do, so little time. But that doesn't stop me about gettin' pumped for the SUMMER! Gawsh, how I miss those beaches, waves, full night sleep....
Oh bleaguresis my mouth is salivating at the thought. I never wanted to get out of school so bad in my life. I love the teachers, and the work is easy, but seriously! THERES SO MUCH OF IT! And I'm sort of sick of the same-thing-day-in-and-day-out thing. It's so.... BORING! Begawshness, I actually fell asleep during class today! Fist time in history!!!! I need more excitement in my life dammit!!!! *bangs fist on the table* GOSH!
Seroiusly, one interesting day full of adventure, jam-packed with fighting scenes! Okay, I know I am asking for it, but common! I have had enough with this boring place!!! I just want to have a day I actually remeber and will never forget. A day where I can tell my kids to (if I ever have any, which right now, i dout it) or my friends and family. Im sick of my life being a soap-operah!!! I NEED ACTION!!! And a few bombs here and there XDDDD. Yeah, I am seriously asking for it, am I? Oh well, I wished for it. Blah Blah Blah.
Holy ass fuck i wrote a lot today! That makes me smile! I haven't been able to write a lot in so long, and it feels soooooo good! ^u^ Yaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Even though i want to keep typing, its time for my shower-time, so I must depart. Thank you for reading my blog, it makes me feel happy!! *huggles you* YAY! Now, time for me to stop being annoying to you peoples and leave you be!! Fare well!
TTFN
BLAC
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Rules and Conventions
I've Officailly decided to ONLY post blogs on THIS SITE! >.< !!!! Nobody appreciates my way of speech *growls* GAWD! D:< *sigh* oh well! But DAMN them for deleting my post because it had ONE swear in it! GAWSHHH!!!!!! *attacks people* Gahh fuck it.
[Enough ranting and being snotty]
YAYYYYYYYYYY! SIX MORE DAYS!!! Anime Convention time!!!!! Ima gonna dress up as Lightkunnnn!!! and the day before I'm gonna dress up as Deidara at school. (well, sort of) I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!!!!!! I seriously am spazzing out BIG TIME! *flails arms and runs around in circles* WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *flaps arms and starts flying*
Sorry that this post is so short, I don't really have any life changing news today, but i really needed to update since i haven't been online in a while. ^^'
BUT BEFORE I GO;
I'm making a list of rules. Ya know, like Gibbs rules? Ya know Gibbs? From NCIS??? Blahhh, I don't feel like explaining.
Well, I'm making my own rules, about 100 of them ^^
So far I'm up to Sixty-somthin'-or-other.
And knowing me, I'm gonna probably finish in a month XDDDD oh well!!!
So, yeah, anyway I'll try to update again soon.
TTFN
BLAC
[Enough ranting and being snotty]
YAYYYYYYYYYY! SIX MORE DAYS!!! Anime Convention time!!!!! Ima gonna dress up as Lightkunnnn!!! and the day before I'm gonna dress up as Deidara at school. (well, sort of) I'M SO FRIGGIN EXCITED!!!!!!!! I seriously am spazzing out BIG TIME! *flails arms and runs around in circles* WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! *flaps arms and starts flying*
Sorry that this post is so short, I don't really have any life changing news today, but i really needed to update since i haven't been online in a while. ^^'
BUT BEFORE I GO;
I'm making a list of rules. Ya know, like Gibbs rules? Ya know Gibbs? From NCIS??? Blahhh, I don't feel like explaining.
Well, I'm making my own rules, about 100 of them ^^
So far I'm up to Sixty-somthin'-or-other.
And knowing me, I'm gonna probably finish in a month XDDDD oh well!!!
So, yeah, anyway I'll try to update again soon.
TTFN
BLAC
Thursday, May 14, 2009
My Pledge
I cannot breathe. My heart is failing. I feel like I am falling. The pain is consuming me like nothing you can imagine. Tears are burning my cheeks while running away from my fearful eyes. I cannot take this. This feels like death. This pain is going to the point where I feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing. Nothing but the darkness and the suffering pumping through my blood, slowly making its way towards my chest. Soon, ill be just what i am, i will be nothing.
I hate crying, but its hard for me to not let the moisture leak out of my eyes. I cant live without them. I WONT live without them. I love them s dearly, and i cant stand the fact that they might be taken away from me. I'M LOSING MY MIND.
I have gone to the point where i was emotionless. I cant take living and watching them suffering. I would do anything to take it away and let them be well again. To be honest, i would take their places. My life is worthless without them. Worthless.
If your thinking that I am going to commit suicide, no, I am not. I will not let them live alone while their in pain. I will do anything to make them happy and get them through this, i will! Nothing will stop me from taking care of them! I will protect them with my live. I will not just sit here and wait for them to be better. I will find a way to make them better even if it kills me. I barely care about my well being anymore. All i care about is theirs. I cant live without them.
I love them.
I oath to devote myself to help them and be at their service whenever needed. I will do any deeds they want me to do no matter how small or large. I will protect them with my live, their lives are more important to mine. I vow to keep them from harm and destroy the darkness that has begun to take them down. I will safe them.
No matter what.
Scarlet
I hate crying, but its hard for me to not let the moisture leak out of my eyes. I cant live without them. I WONT live without them. I love them s dearly, and i cant stand the fact that they might be taken away from me. I'M LOSING MY MIND.
I have gone to the point where i was emotionless. I cant take living and watching them suffering. I would do anything to take it away and let them be well again. To be honest, i would take their places. My life is worthless without them. Worthless.
If your thinking that I am going to commit suicide, no, I am not. I will not let them live alone while their in pain. I will do anything to make them happy and get them through this, i will! Nothing will stop me from taking care of them! I will protect them with my live. I will not just sit here and wait for them to be better. I will find a way to make them better even if it kills me. I barely care about my well being anymore. All i care about is theirs. I cant live without them.
I love them.
I oath to devote myself to help them and be at their service whenever needed. I will do any deeds they want me to do no matter how small or large. I will protect them with my live, their lives are more important to mine. I vow to keep them from harm and destroy the darkness that has begun to take them down. I will safe them.
No matter what.
Scarlet
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Finally....
Wheew! I finally remembered to get an account on max-dan-wiz.com! My friend told me i should join and that it was amazing, so yesterday, i finally remembered and did it! ^^
Damn, today was another boring day, *yawns* I really hope i finish these two projects in time. Im starting to understand how Max feels about the voice in her head!!! Buh-jeez-wus! Mine wont STFHU! *bangs head on keyboard* Then again, mine is more of a conscience while hers tells her how to save the world...... But i have conversations with mine too! We even talk about the weather! ^^ And no, i am not crazy, i just like talking to myself and the voice in my head. He makes good company, too! :D
Holy shnitzu tails my head hurts. And for some reason i smell apple cobbler......
dont you just hate it when you have a song that you ultimately dispise and reject with your whole entire being STUCK. IN. YOUR. HEAD?! I have "Right Round" stuck in mine, i like the old version a hell-of-a-lot better!!!! No offense to you people who like this song, of course. Im just stating an opinion.
Woof
Its 11:29, do you know where your radio-active gerbal is?
I guessed not.
Bongo's are still beating in my headdd!!!!! MEEEP! >.<
Now im craving jelly-waffles.......
Dont judge me.
OKAY. Now. I think i really should go to bed now, since im kinda wasteing your time with writeing random shit down..... Yeah.
TTFN
Ta Ta For Now
BLAC
Damn, today was another boring day, *yawns* I really hope i finish these two projects in time. Im starting to understand how Max feels about the voice in her head!!! Buh-jeez-wus! Mine wont STFHU! *bangs head on keyboard* Then again, mine is more of a conscience while hers tells her how to save the world...... But i have conversations with mine too! We even talk about the weather! ^^ And no, i am not crazy, i just like talking to myself and the voice in my head. He makes good company, too! :D
Holy shnitzu tails my head hurts. And for some reason i smell apple cobbler......
dont you just hate it when you have a song that you ultimately dispise and reject with your whole entire being STUCK. IN. YOUR. HEAD?! I have "Right Round" stuck in mine, i like the old version a hell-of-a-lot better!!!! No offense to you people who like this song, of course. Im just stating an opinion.
Woof
Its 11:29, do you know where your radio-active gerbal is?
I guessed not.
Bongo's are still beating in my headdd!!!!! MEEEP! >.<
Now im craving jelly-waffles.......
Dont judge me.
OKAY. Now. I think i really should go to bed now, since im kinda wasteing your time with writeing random shit down..... Yeah.
TTFN
Ta Ta For Now
BLAC
Friday, May 8, 2009
I Moved Here..... For Now...
Omfg, im so PISSED!!! *flails arms* I tried going onto my other blog "BurnLikeACandle" and i couldn't sign on! And no matter how much i tried, they wouldn't let me sign in! So for the time-being, im going to type here, this blog will be here when i cant sign on to my other one.... Not to mention i have to use my old email, which i absolutely HATE. Grrrrrrrr! >.<
Yeah, so im home today, i skipped school. Why? Because stress has over powered me and im worrying myself so much that im getting sick. Even though when i go back to school on monday i will be packed with more work and be even more stressed, i really dont give a friggin-flying-fuck right now. I just want to stay home and hang out with my babies!!! (My dogs silly XDDD)
Oh, and but the way, my Puppies say hi! ^^
You must be thinking i have more emotion now and tht its very...... well, weird. Trust me, you haven't see nothing yet! >;D Bwuahahahaha!
Im still half asleep, i stayed up till 3 in the morning last night working on projects (another reason why i skipped XDDDD). Then i woke up at 6.30 and i asked mom if i could stay home. She chewed me out, but said i could. ^W^ You see, the trick with my mom is, if you ask her something and she doesnt want you to do it and chews you out, just agree with her the whole way and say that youll make it up to her. Works every time! ;P
ANYWAY, so yeah, im writeing some of my stories now that school is going to be out pretty soon. As soon as i write a descient ammount, spell check it, yatta yatta yatta, ill try posting them here or on my quizilla account, maybe even my DA account. If you want to kno what my accounts are on other sites, ill probably post a post with all my accounts and links, but im still decideing what to do.
Gawsh, today is such a nice day! So sunny! Im thinking of going off into the woods before my family comes home. I hate going knowing that their in the house for some reason..... idk why. Even though i might be attacked and no-body is home to safe me, im not really caring. Ah, w/e.
I feel fat right now, though. I pretty much did nothing proactive when i re-woke up at 10.45. All i did was watch Hogan's Heroes and eating pizza for breakfast. Please dont judge me TT_TT.
So yeah, ill probably post some more shit later, but im starting get sleepy from staring at the computer screen for so friggin long. *Yawns* Im actually thinking of just moving to this account perminately, but still, idk.
GTG, TTFN MANNN
BLAC
Yeah, so im home today, i skipped school. Why? Because stress has over powered me and im worrying myself so much that im getting sick. Even though when i go back to school on monday i will be packed with more work and be even more stressed, i really dont give a friggin-flying-fuck right now. I just want to stay home and hang out with my babies!!! (My dogs silly XDDD)
Oh, and but the way, my Puppies say hi! ^^
You must be thinking i have more emotion now and tht its very...... well, weird. Trust me, you haven't see nothing yet! >;D Bwuahahahaha!
Im still half asleep, i stayed up till 3 in the morning last night working on projects (another reason why i skipped XDDDD). Then i woke up at 6.30 and i asked mom if i could stay home. She chewed me out, but said i could. ^W^ You see, the trick with my mom is, if you ask her something and she doesnt want you to do it and chews you out, just agree with her the whole way and say that youll make it up to her. Works every time! ;P
ANYWAY, so yeah, im writeing some of my stories now that school is going to be out pretty soon. As soon as i write a descient ammount, spell check it, yatta yatta yatta, ill try posting them here or on my quizilla account, maybe even my DA account. If you want to kno what my accounts are on other sites, ill probably post a post with all my accounts and links, but im still decideing what to do.
Gawsh, today is such a nice day! So sunny! Im thinking of going off into the woods before my family comes home. I hate going knowing that their in the house for some reason..... idk why. Even though i might be attacked and no-body is home to safe me, im not really caring. Ah, w/e.
I feel fat right now, though. I pretty much did nothing proactive when i re-woke up at 10.45. All i did was watch Hogan's Heroes and eating pizza for breakfast. Please dont judge me TT_TT.
So yeah, ill probably post some more shit later, but im starting get sleepy from staring at the computer screen for so friggin long. *Yawns* Im actually thinking of just moving to this account perminately, but still, idk.
GTG, TTFN MANNN
BLAC
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